Thursday, March 19, 2009

Cheese alert! Proceed with caution.

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand
But how do you expect me
To live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
That's how I feel whenever you ain't there
There's no air
No Air/J. Fauntleroy IIEric "Blue Tooth" GriggsH. Mason Jr.,D. ThomasS. Russell

I love this song.
It reminds me of last season's "So You Think You Can Dance" when Katie and Joshua rocked it.
Matt and I would watch it every week.
We loved it!
He was excited when Joshua and Twitch were in the top 2.
Ah, Damn.
Ya know, sometimes it feels that way, like you can't breathe.
Like you try to get air in and your are just left gasping.
This is hard.
It sucks that anyone has to deal with loss and have to keep going.
It's not fair.
It feels like your whole world is haunted.
Maybe that's why I love this song.
It's kinda haunting too.
Crap, but being strong is hard!


Hey It's Di said...

Liz I don't know how you breath sometimes after your loss. There are times that I feel much the same. I LOVE that dance!! They were amazing weren't they?

Hope you are doing well. I love you!

Allyson & Jere said...

Liz, I just want you to know that I think you are AMAZING. I can't even begin to imagine the pain and the inability to "breathe" that you have to be feeling. I know I'm not there to see the private time and what that includes. However, the fact that you ARE able to smile, to make fun of yourself, to talk about Matt, to do all you're doing, makes you amazing. Hang in there, I do believe that EVENTUALLY it will get easier to breathe. Our love to you!

Kate and Clark said...

I can barely breathe, you must be suffocating. You are an incredible woman! I LOVE LOVE LOVE you to peices. I'm just around the riverbend :) I'm always here.....or if you just need ocean blue....